Tag: recovery

• 2024 Is the Year That…

  (IS 2024 the Year That…??) I thought that, just in case it does turn out to be the second part of that caption, I should maybe get a pic of it…? Even though that’s really stupid cos it looks like, & could be, any blob of gear on the foil. Maybe it’s me knowing how…

  31st Dec 2023

• Genuine Question: Why Am I Such a FUCKING FUCK-UP??

  OK, so this is real, I’m genuinely been given the BEST CHANCE I’m probably ever going to have to stop using these drugs…. and I can’t seem to fucking do it. I’m serious, I’m fucked. Sure, maybe I’ve got a few weeks of clean time, maybe even a month, but no more than that. It’s…

  18th Nov 2023

• Scoring Again….

  When I woke up earlier, I’ll be honest, I didn’t even feel like I could be bothered even trying to muster the energy it was going to take to fight against the inevitable cravings to smoke. In fact, I’m pretty sure that I woke up craving crack and heroin. How crazy is that? I mean,…

  18th Oct 2023

• Money… NOT JUST Vouchers for Buying Drugs….!!

  A while ago, I wrote a post about how, to me, money was just a voucher to use to buy drugs. Today, Pixie needed to go in to town to see a vet, so my mate gave me a tenner for the train fare, ect. A tenner also just so happens to be how much…

  4th Oct 2023

• Sorry, I know it’s been a while….

  I’m still here…. I know I haven’t posted for a while, but I am still here and I wanted to check in. Today is the seventh day in a row that I haven’t used any drugs for. Except for a little slip on Wednesday evening, when I had one of each that is. I’m pretty…

  1st Oct 2023