Tag: clean time

• The Aftermath…

  Afterwards, when it’s all been smoked, I always feel that it was just a big waste of my money. Thats new. And totally alien, but good. Not so long ago I couldn’t imagine what else I might spend my money on, if not on bits. I called any cash money I came across “Tokens for…

  12th Dec 2023

• Genuine Question: Why Am I Such a FUCKING FUCK-UP??

  OK, so this is real, I’m genuinely been given the BEST CHANCE I’m probably ever going to have to stop using these drugs…. and I can’t seem to fucking do it. I’m serious, I’m fucked. Sure, maybe I’ve got a few weeks of clean time, maybe even a month, but no more than that. It’s…

  18th Nov 2023

• Money… NOT JUST Vouchers for Buying Drugs….!!

  A while ago, I wrote a post about how, to me, money was just a voucher to use to buy drugs. Today, Pixie needed to go in to town to see a vet, so my mate gave me a tenner for the train fare, ect. A tenner also just so happens to be how much…

  4th Oct 2023

• Sorry, I know it’s been a while….

  I’m still here…. I know I haven’t posted for a while, but I am still here and I wanted to check in. Today is the seventh day in a row that I haven’t used any drugs for. Except for a little slip on Wednesday evening, when I had one of each that is. I’m pretty…

  1st Oct 2023