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• 2024 Is the Year That…

  (IS 2024 the Year That…??) I thought that, just in case it does turn out to be the second part of that caption, I should maybe get a pic of it…? Even though that’s really stupid cos it looks like, & could be, any blob of gear on the foil. Maybe it’s me knowing how…

  31st Dec 2023

• The Aftermath…

  Afterwards, when it’s all been smoked, I always feel that it was just a big waste of my money. Thats new. And totally alien, but good. Not so long ago I couldn’t imagine what else I might spend my money on, if not on bits. I called any cash money I came across “Tokens for…

  12th Dec 2023

• Genuine Question: Why Am I Such a FUCKING FUCK-UP??

  OK, so this is real, I’m genuinely been given the BEST CHANCE I’m probably ever going to have to stop using these drugs…. and I can’t seem to fucking do it. I’m serious, I’m fucked. Sure, maybe I’ve got a few weeks of clean time, maybe even a month, but no more than that. It’s…

  18th Nov 2023

• Scoring Again….

  When I woke up earlier, I’ll be honest, I didn’t even feel like I could be bothered even trying to muster the energy it was going to take to fight against the inevitable cravings to smoke. In fact, I’m pretty sure that I woke up craving crack and heroin. How crazy is that? I mean,…

  18th Oct 2023

• Money… NOT JUST Vouchers for Buying Drugs….!!

  A while ago, I wrote a post about how, to me, money was just a voucher to use to buy drugs. Today, Pixie needed to go in to town to see a vet, so my mate gave me a tenner for the train fare, ect. A tenner also just so happens to be how much…

  4th Oct 2023

• My number one priority for tomorrow (& today)!

  What’s your #1 priority tomorrow? Dear God, Thank you for helping me to stay clean yesterday. Please help me to stay clean again today. I know that with your help anything is possible. And that’s my priority for today and tomorrow! Love Sarah xx

  2nd Oct 2023

• Sorry, I know it’s been a while….

  I’m still here…. I know I haven’t posted for a while, but I am still here and I wanted to check in. Today is the seventh day in a row that I haven’t used any drugs for. Except for a little slip on Wednesday evening, when I had one of each that is. I’m pretty…

  1st Oct 2023

• SKRILLEX

  https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLo6XKU0XmHRcitWqHvzGzuJu1y9hARm1Y&si=OVFkeKQrlWWGNceM

  13th Sep 2023

• Life with No Smart Phone… (sucks)

  So I’ve been offline for a few weeks and I’m not gonna lie, it’s been HORRIBLE! I even applied for a loan from the DWP (Department for Work & Pensions -in the UK they’re the government dept. responsible for sorting everyone’s benefit money.) specifically to buy myself a new phone…. but obviously that all got…

  8th Aug 2023

• Does This Seem Strange…?

  *Can I please just say straight off that I’d really appreciate feedback from anyone who may read this post. Thank you ❤️🙏 So, tonight I was sitting out in my designated smoking area, aka the Opium Den, when the mate I’m staying with switched off all the lights and TV in the part of the…

  13th Jun 2023